insaf

saya ni baru je setahun jagung bekerja... tgh planning nak kawen pulak.. tapi selera bershopping saya amat lah tinggi... nak macam2... but my financial does not allowed me to do all that... me and gagah always fight about money... i know sometimes i can be difficult...

tapi saya mmg tak la beli mcm2 seperti yg saya ingin kan... seriously, i'm living from paycheck to paycheck.... which is really frustating as i'm not the kind of person that can live peacefully if i just have a hundred in my bank account... but now, a ten ringgit note is a regular customer in my wallet...apart from the one ringgit notes for my public transport...this is how pathetic i am...nak kawen mmg betul2 memberikan saya dugaan..

dulu, nak dapat gaji pun saya masih ade 3-4 ratus balance dalam akaun... skrg ni nak ade 3-4 ratus lepas dpt gaji pn sgt payah... kasut yg tapak dah haus ni pun berkira saya nak beli... dulu tiap2 bulan msti ade beli kasut... kdg2 nak makan sedap2 pun saya xmampu (sbnrnye bagus mcm ni sbb saya diet.. hehe)...

i guess i just had to adapt with the situation.. i hope things will get better after the wedding...
after all, a vincci shoes work as well as a clarks shoes right?? (ni mmg ayat nak sedapkan ati sndiri..)

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